What
we have heard earlier in this presentation some introductions to the basic
concepts of neurodiversity, neurodivergence, and neuroqueerness, this paper
will be an application of those concepts to things like anatomy, postanarchism
and ontology or the study of being.
The
area of poststructuralist theory known as “postanarchism” has long sought to be
what Hakim Bey calls an “ontological anarchism”, but is at this point very very
lost in that journey. Through a neurodivergent (neurologically unusual,
primarily in Autistic usage) application of Bakhtin’s theory of the lower
bodily stratum, I will truly unleash here what might be a crip postanarchism.
Awkwardness
can be said to describe that which is physically unwieldly and socially incoherent
and as such exemplifying the incongruence of disability and sexuality within
both social and materialist models. Awkwardness informs a concept of crip and
queer embodiments as experienced in a place of confusion between materialist
and discursive origin points. Just as disability cannot be distilled and fully
understood as either inaccessibility or bodily limitation, sexuality is not
reducible to choice or genetics. Awkwardness names the chaotic liminal space of
misunderstanding between existential and archetypal presence---always eluding
grasp within any singular explanation and as such presiding over a complexity
of experience that fails to fit within any singular conceptual or
methodological format and is defined by a sense of perpetual motion and
dynamism.
The
concept of ontology dates back to Existentialist usages such as Heidegger which
comes up with a body thrown into a sea of absurd phenomenon. But ontology is,
in a more contemporary sense, a philosophical plumbing of bodily works. Likewise,
Bakhtin’s lower bodily stratum suggests that in the modern canon, the orifices,
where fluids actively are released or enter the body, has been painted over.
Similar
to Fecal elaborations on Bakhtin’s work, this presentation does seek to bring
such bodily fluids back to their lost prominence. Autistic people experience
unique gut problems. Many of us are allergic, some get frequently nauseated or
have chronic stomach discomfort. Autistic people, it is also noted, have
sensory issues. The Markert brothers’ Intense World theory of Autism, which has
recently come into popularity and controversy in the discipline of psychology,
alleges that sensory issues underlie many of the problems that autistics have
in integrating with neurotypical and neuronormative societies. In opposition to
Enlightenment era views of the mind as the center of the sensory faculties,
here I argue emphatically that the stomach is where Autistics experience
emotion and the five or more senses.
But
more than a mere affirmation of the alchemical pot in the abdomen, this essay
seeks to dislodge the head. Since the middle ages, it has been alleged that the
head is the center of consciousness. Some of this tendency to prize the
peculiar bulbous body part has come from Western society’s doubtless obsession
with reason and rationality. Within Galen’s concept of the Tripartite Soul, it
is the head that is associated with reason.
Likewise, as documented by Foucault in History of Madness, the call to regulate one’s passions or emotions has long been echoed by religious, medical and state authorities. Instead of another curative suggestion that would foreclose on passions for a little more reason, I ask for the passions to revolt against reason itself and urge representatives of the sensory faculties to challenge the dominance of rationality.
Likewise, as documented by Foucault in History of Madness, the call to regulate one’s passions or emotions has long been echoed by religious, medical and state authorities. Instead of another curative suggestion that would foreclose on passions for a little more reason, I ask for the passions to revolt against reason itself and urge representatives of the sensory faculties to challenge the dominance of rationality.
What
would a re-centering of human consciousness in the lower bodily stratum imply?
The
stomach is not so singular and phallic as the head, but is more a liminal or cross-roads
space. Some things are being digested, muscles are moving, blood is flowing up
and down to get to the poles of the genitals and the head, the stomach also
dances with the inhale/exhale of the lungs and it is a pivot point for the
spine, either indicating focus or uprightness. It is thus subject to the wiles
of all four humors---it is a place of hybridity, where all is mixed.
Furthermore,
the stomach is a space of between-ness that caters to a coalition spanning the
entire disability community. Placing consciousness in the stomach and even
inadvertently privileging a settled stomach does not negatively affect a
certain disability community cohort, as it does when physically disabled people
claim sanity and intellectual ability in a compensatory move. To all, even
those whose stomachs are impaired, a settled stomach is strictly a positive
development.
Like
unmanageable bodily fluids that exist through numerous bodily tubes,
Awkwardness is given expression through history in a series of attempts to
grasp and emergences. The Awkward has been ever-emergent. Awkwardness has been
defined as meaning turned the wrong way, but in its medicalized context, it has
come to refer to physical clumsiness and social difficulty discretely. In
James’ The Awkward Age, the awkward gained a new meaning as an ill-fitting
temporality. The adaptation of that thinking found its way into psychoanalysis,
producing theses that identify the pre-teen years as a vital period in which
heterosexuality is under threat, in which an individual’s capacity as a worker
is either naturalized or weakened in a permanent way. This clinical reading of
James’ novel ignores another potency in the text, that the Awkward Age refers
not to the catty attitudes of the novel’s main characters but to the
periodicity of the Victorian early-industrial backdrop to their drama. Finally,
in contemporary times, Awkwardness is metaphorized and becomes an affect of
incongruence. To truly wrestle with what Awkward truly means we must engage
with a recent British advertisement with the message that awkward comes not
from impaired embodiment, but an abled gaze. The advertisement is not mistaken,
but its message rings true to the archive of detours, incoherence and unfitness
that accompanies the awkward.
To
demand a cutting off of the head anatomically is anarchist in that it means a
coalition which is not led by hierarchical top-down authority, but by an
intermingled gurgling mass.
To
center on the stomach is also an admission that denies Romantic notions of an
impenetrable or singular will. The flows and affect of a stomach are not
reducible to one direction but seemingly are capable of many aberrant or normal
contractions. We turn to the stomach because indecision and ennui are also
major parcels of technomodernity. The head, in its physical aesthetic
existence, is a round obelisk, outstretched alone from a more complete body. It
is by definition, an isolated extremity.
Awkward
provides a new model for engagement with heteronormativity and ableism as
systems that work to eschew that which is fixed. The origin of deviance is
ultimately unknowable---our anomalousness is somewhere between multiple
intentions, bodily trajectories and infantile alienations. To try to simplify
the Awkward is always either a violent intervention punishing and making further
incongruence or a model of a private reaction that would see the entire body
and its misery as a reaction to an unkind situation.
Either
version is mistaken: properly following complex embodiment means recognizing
the constant dynamism at the basis of this difficulty in fitting.
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This is SO amazing. It is going to take me many readings (in a good way) to absorb it. THANK YOU Zach!!
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